my innernet sux the obstacleness out of the obstacle
mornings are when im most vulnerable.
by posting that statement, however, in the morning, on a sunday no less--i manage to remove it as an obstacle--
It's still there, before me, except the act of broadcasting it has made it smaller and less significant.
It's as though the fence i've been planning all this time to bulldoze has deflated right in front of me, falling limply to my feet--a balloon flattened across an empty place...
Fuck waking up.