I live alone. Sometimes at nite i wake up so scurred i'm paralyzed and you're not there to hold me so in order to calm down i imagine the rest of u out there, doing what u do in yr different time zones. the things u write about. u don't think i read it but i do...

i read with my eyes closed and my laptop flipped open and my heart palpitating and little red shapes dancing against the orange drive-thru screens of my eyelids.

i lie there, literally trippin out on my own adrenaline till it hits me how far i've fallen beneath the surface of it all.

dead duck like me.

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