I’m just one of those people who likes to get high.
I grew up a total geek.
Desperately trying to change my perspective
Which is why I’ve become a drug abuser
I’ve read some books
I’ve met some people
I’ve watched the flowers bloom
But I forever am and forever will be
Most needed, most cheated, most weeded.
If it hadn't been for hip-hop I'd be doomed.
Ever since I can remember I’ve been attracted to people who were abnormal, sick or fucked-up looking. I like scars. I like to run my finger over a raised scar on a tight bicep. I’m into excruciatingly sharp, vampish (vampire-ish) Big Studio features. I’d really like it if you managed to appear before me in grainy black and white film. I want people who are fantasies come to life; people who are in their own hardcore reality. I’m not talking about fat or pimply nerd-terds. More like outlaws.
Liars on a grand scale.
I try and imagine what it would be like to have sex with an average looking person. The only way I can get hot is by thinking about a gang bang. A twisting, writhing mound of well toned, pink and tan bodies moight be OK. I think I'd have to have at least two at once or it would be a total yawn.